Nobody wins, and nobody's keeping score. The truth is I just don't think I can do this anymore.

Ugh... I hate that it is 5:45 in the morning, and I am wide awake!!! I have insomnia, to the max! Or wait, I don't think it's insomnia, I think it's that I'm really nocturnal. I stay up all night, and then I sleep all day. It is horrible though! I need to figure out someway to get tired at night, so that I can sleep at NORMAL times.

I've had friends joke that maybe I am an owl, or a vampire. But, seriously, I need to figure out what is wrong with me! And, if I can't sleep at night, I want to find a job where I can work at night and sleep during the day... at least then I will be using my time effectively. lol.

Let me sleep, for when I sleep I dream that you are here, you're mine, and all my dreams are left behind.
I float on air, the nightingale sings gentle lullaby's, so let me close my eyes.
And sleep, per chance to dream. So I can see the face I long to touch, to kiss.
But, only dreams can bring me this.
So let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see, and maybe when he dreams, he'll dream of me.

I'll hide beneath the clouds, and whisper to the evening stars.
They tell me love is just a dream away. I'll dream away.
So let the moon shine softly on the boy I long to see, and maybe when he dreams, he'll dream of me.