Dreams...

It's crazy how you're heartbroken when you realize that the dream that you had been dreaming for a long time is over. But, how amazing it feels when you realize that the end of that dream means that a new dream is just beginning.

The Festival of Colors

So, this year, Justin and I decided to go to the Festival of Colors. We met up with Ben and Amanda there, and we all had so much fun. We went down into this giant mosh pit-like thing during the blast off of colors. In the pit, you could barely see your hand in front of your face. People were getting pushed over and everything. Justin grabbed me, so I wouldn't get pushed over, and I put my face on his shirt and got a mouthful of color... it was gross. Next year, Justin and I are bringing face masks for the pit. lol.

Here are some pictures!

Twilight

So, thanks to Justin, and his wonderful family, I have started reading Twilight. It's not as bad as I thought it was going to be. It's actually kind of catchy. And, I'm throwing this out there, just so everyone knows, I'm not reading it because it's HUGE and POPULAR, I'm only reading it because Justin's whole family has and they kept bugging me about it. lol.

On Saturday, Justin and I were hanging out with his family, and his mom had just bought the newest Twilight movie "New Moon". So, we watched both of the Twilight movies. I told them I would start the books this week. I started Twilight on Sunday, and I'm hoping to be done tomorrow.

I Carry Your Heart With Me

I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
anywhere I go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling

I fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world
for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart

My Song

So, apparently, this is the song that Justin says describes me perfectly. It cracks me up! And, I kinda love it.

She wants her nails painted black
She wants the toy in the crackerjack
She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo

She wants to wear my shirt to bed
She wants to make every stray a pet
N' Drive around in my truck with no place to go

But she needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire

She wants a cabin in the woods
She wants to stand where nobody stood
And someday she wants a couple kids of her own

She wants to make love on a train
And some days she only wants a break
Hey but she wants what she wants, but man I know I know I know

She needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire
Yeah, feel that fire

So as long as there's a breath to take
A smile to share, a prayer to pray
A chance to hold her hand to fan the flame

She's gonna feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Is to know I'd walk alone out on the wire
Yeah, to make her feel that fire
Ohh feel that fire
She wants her nails painted black

She wants the toy in the crackerjack
She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo

Cuz we're the 4 Best Friends that Anyone Could Have

I have had so much fun in the past almost month that I've lived here in Utah. Justin and I have spent almost every day together, and have had so much fun.

We've gone huntin', hungout with his family, and we've spent so much time with Amanda and Ben. I love it!

I'm really enjoying spending time with Justin, and I'm glad that things are going great!