Some Issues I'm Having

Dear Reader,
So, I know that there are some of you who read my blog, who are not the biggest fans of me. But, I am honestly trying to be the bigger person in this situation. I have never said anything hurtful or mean to you, or about you, so why do you insist on doing this to me? There is a guy out there who LOVES me. You may not believe it, but he does. He has told me COUNTLESS times, and if you would like the proof, I can show it to you, but I honestly don't feel like I should have to. I don't understand why you don't like me, or what I did to deserve the cruel treatment that you have given me. If you have a problem with me, please be an ADULT and say it to me, and we can resolve it, instead of being conniving and going behind my back, and talking to someone who ISN'T going to do anything at this moment in time (if ever). I'm tired of the hurtful things that you have said about me, behind my back. You think I don't know what you've said, but I do! I have proof of the things that you've said! Can we please resolve this issue, before it is too late, and before said guy, who LOVES me, comes home?
You've said that I am not mature enough or responsible enough to be in a relationship, with above mentioned "guy who LOVES me". But, I'm pretty sure that I have come out to Utah, lived on my own, and COMPLETELY supported myself for the past 9 months. My Mommy and Daddy have not paid ONE CENT for me. I have had to grow up A LOT out here, and have matured in ways that people who are being supported by their parents (whether in school, living expenses, or whatever) may never mature. I know that life is not a piece of cake. I have lived a very hard life (in my almost 21 years). A life that most people would not wish upon their enemies. But, I have lived it, and overcome it. So, for you to think that I am irresponsible or immature, I feel like you have not gotten to know the real me. For those who really know me, they know that I am not a "crazy/obsessed" girl. I live MY life, each day, to the fullest. I strive EVERYDAY to become a better person, so that I can someday return to live with my Father in Heaven, and so that someday I can be the woman that a man is proud to call his wife. I am kind hearted, a nurturer, and a pleaser. Which is why I'm writing this letter "to the Reader". I want you to like me. You may not love me, but I want you to like me. I feel like I have never given you a reason NOT to like me.
So, if you're reading this, and you know who you are. Please give me a chance. Take the next few months to get to know me. You might actually learn to like me.
Thanks and I love all of my readers,
Terri Ann