So, This is what it's like?

It's finally setting in that I'm getting married in LESS than 3 months! The stress is finally starting to kick in, but the excitement I think out weighs any stress that I'm feeling.

I seriously love spending ANY time with Brandon. Even if it's me cooking dinner, while he's in the bedroom cleaning. It's knowing that he is there under the same roof as me, and not hundreds of miles away in Mexico. And, I think it's also the fact that I know in less than 3 months, I will get to be under the same roof as him everyday AND every night.

We were talking in institute last night about how things just don't seem worth it, unless you have to work for it. Like, for example, having a baby, running a marathon, or for some... serving a mission. I think that for me it was WAITING for a missionary. Sure, I could have been in a NORMAL relationship for 2-years, but that just wouldn't be my style. And, I don't know that I would have grown to appreciate the relationship that Brandon and I do have, or that I would appreciate spending just a few minutes with him. I think that because I spent SOOOO much time without him, now I appreciate even more when we are just together. I even love just sitting in the same room as him, not really even talking, but just being together. It's amazing.