So, basically... I suck!

Yep, it's true, I do. I suck and I fail at keeping up with my blogs. I mean, I do my best. But, sometimes I feel so mean, because sometimes I don't really care! OK, that was mean, and horrible. But, oh well. I've got enough other stuff on my plate that I could honestly care what stuff is going on in some peoples lives. AND, if you're not willing to write on your blog frequently (like once a week) I'm not willing to waste my time to read it.

OK, that was horribly mean, and I feel bad for writing it. But, who cares, it's the truth! I know that I could be better sometimes at updating my blog. (I mean, let's face it, there were months in the past were I made only one post!)

Other areas that I suck are...

Maybe I should point out ones that "the others" have pointed out about me...

I suck at being motivated to going to school. I sometimes just don't see the point. I mean, I know it's good for me, Brandon, and our future. BUT, I really hate it sometimes. I don't find enjoyment in sitting in a classroom wasting my day away, when I could be working, making money, instead. I would love to someday be a "stay at home" mom (if my future circumstance allows it), so why would I want to waste my time in a classroom for a degree that I'm never going to use?

I suck at cooking. Honestly, I really don't, this is just what I feel like sometimes because I'm not used to making things out of "ATK". And, I'm really not used to making things from another cuisine (other than American food). I mean, I love to make Chinese food, Italian, Mexican. But, because it's not ECLECTIC, I fail.

I suck at communicating. I talk a lot. But, sometimes I really suck at communicating what I'm feeling. And also, at what I'm doing. After living on my own for a year, and not having to tell people where I'm going or what I'm doing... it's just hard to get back into that groove.

I suck at getting along with people. Actually wait, no, I get along with everyone, and I really do love everyone and try to see the good in people. Sometimes, I just wish that people would try to do that with me a little bit more. I mean, if you judge me only on my shortcomings... that's not cool. I'm pretty great in a ton of areas too!