I honestly cannot believe that I am writing this. After last week, I didn't think it was possible. But, I am so totally 100% head over heels IN LOVE with Brandon Alexander Adawi!
I guess that I will start with Sunday. Not this past Sunday, but the Sunday before. Basically, Brandon was RUDE to me. He was more rude to me than anyone had ever been. He maybe said 2 words to me, but other than that... NOTHING. (That is the summarized, nicer version of what happened.) Now, I will jump to Tuesday. By Tuesday, I hadn't heard from Brandon at all, so I called him and told him that we needed to talk. He came right over and we sat and talked. Well, the night before, I had prayed for Heavenly Father to give me strength throughout it all. I told him that I was so hurt by how he had treated me, and that it wasn't ok. He then told me that his parents had talked to him, and they told him that I wasn't ever going to be a good "home manager" and all of this bad stuff. I was surprised with myself, I didn't talk through the entire conversation that we had. He told me that the reason he was so mean to me on Sunday was because he didn't want to accept the fact that it was over between us. But, then he said that he thought he needed to date other people from our singles branch. WTF, right? I wasn't thrilled with the idea, but if that was what he thought would be best, than ok. So, I went to work, a little frustrated, but it was all good. I came home, and at about 10:30, I got a phone call from Brandon. He asked if I wanted to go running with him in the morning. WTF, again, right? I told him I didn't know what to say, that he wanted to date other people, so I didn't think it would be good. I told him that he broke up with me, so I needed to get over him. And, I told him that if he wanted to date other people, than I was going to, too. I think that's what really got him. I went on to tell him how I know him and his family better than people might think. I described personality traits in every single one of them. We ended the phone call, and I was feeling so confused.
Wednesday morning, I woke up at 8:15 and at 8:17 my phone rang, it was Brandon. He asked me if we could talk, I asked when, and he said, "Now, I'm outside." I looked, and sure enough, he was! I told him that he would have to wait, because I needed to take a shower. I dilly dallied getting ready, because I wanted him to wait for a little while. I went out to his car, and sitting on my seat there was a long stem red rose. We went for a little drive over to this fountain/pond thing. He told me that he had 2 things to tell me. First, he apologized for how he's been acting the past week, and asked if I would forgive him. He said that he knew he didn't deserve it, but that he was going to work for my forgiveness. Then, he said that he was totally in love with me and that he always had been. That he couldn't imagine life without me, and that he wasn't going to let anything get in the way of us. He said that he wasn't going to let his family control his life and our relationship anymore. He gave me a HUGE hug, and just held me for a little bit. We sat and talked about all sorts of things that have happened over the 2-years. Then, it started raining. He asked if he could hold my hand, and then we ran to the car to get out of the rain. We spent the rest of the day together, until I had to go to work. Things were just amazing.
I left for a few days on Thursday, and I didn't get to see him. But, he called me everyday while I was gone. I came back down to my Nana's house (where I'm living right now) on Sunday, and I went to my singles branch with one of my good friends. Brandon was there. He sat next to me and held my hand during sacrament. It was adorable. We sat together again in Sunday school, and he held my hand again. We both received callings that Sunday, so were set apart together. Then, I had an interview with my branch president, so he waited for me, and off we went to Break the Fast. After Break the Fast, we went back to my Nana's house to hangout for a little bit. We looked at a bunch of pictures that were taken while he was gone. Then, we went over to our friends house and played some games. My friend Melissa just kept commenting on how cute we are together. After games, he drove me home and told me that he would come over the next day.
Monday morning, he came over for a little bit and visited with me and my Nana. Then, he had to leave for a job interview. After his interview, he came back and had lunch with me and my Nana. It was just nice to get to spend time with him. He had another interview to go to, and told me that he would see me later that night at FHE. I went to FHE, where he taught the lesson. It was great. I went out with some friends after FHE, I missed Brandon the whole time, but I loved getting to spend even just a little bit of time with him that night. And, I had fun with my friends.
Tuesday, we both had some things to do, so he came over around 12:45 and we went out into "Wine Country". We walked around, and talked about all sorts of stuff. He told me how everything was going to work out between us, as long as we followed Heavenly Father (like I had been saying all along). We then went to a park that we went on one of our first dates to, and sat there for about 2 hours just talking. He then brought me back home and I got ready for work, and he drove me to work.
Yesterday, he came over around 11:00 and we went out to lunch. It was so nice to go "on a date" with him. Then, we came back to my Nana's house and played with my cousin at the park. It was adorable to get to see him interact with her. She's 4 and probably like 3 feet tall. Well, Brandon's 6'4" and it was just adorable seeing him play with her. Then, we came back here, to my Nana's, and watched the movie "Click". He hadn't seen it before. But, it was so nice to get to cuddle up with him and watch a movie. When the movie was over, we just cuddled and almost fell asleep. He had to leave at 5:00 to go home for lunch, but came back at about 6:45 to pick me up for a "branch activity". We got lost on the way to the activity, but it was kind of fun being lost with him. There's nothing like being lost with the man that you love. After the branch activity, our branch president's wife commented to me how cute Brandon and I are together. He drove me home, and the whole time, we talked about our future. And, about how his family wants him to date a girl like his sisters. It made me laugh, because he said that he would be miserable if he was with someone like his sisters. He told me that everything that he wants to do with his life doesn't have to be accomplished before he gets married, just that he wants to be financially independent from his parents. Idk, it was cute. We talked about a lot of different things. And then, when we got back to my Nana's house, he told me how much he loved me, and of course I told him I loved him too. Then, he looked at me and asked me if he could kiss me. I of course said yes, so he leaned over and kissed me! Seriously, things are going amazing. I love to spend time with him. I get butterflies when I know I'm going to see him, he makes me want to be a better person, and he truly does complete me.
I can't wait to see what will happen. I doubt that it will be long before "something good" happens between us. I love him and he loves me, and that's all that matters.
7 years ago
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